"Some days are harder then others..."

My response to a disscussion on Fetlife. >>>>>> Some days are harder then others...
All I want to do right now is break down and cry.

I feel guilty because we have the ability to talk all the time via skype, facebook, phone, ect. yet the distance still tears me apart. So many of you on here have it so much worse, yet it seems we all feel the same.

It is the touch we long for. The expressions on their face. The slow breathing we hear when we sleep next to them. The simple sweet embrace of a hug. Their scent.

We can't have that when they are miles away. I guess it doesn't matter anyone's ability to communicate or how long they have been away. We all wish that we can wake up and go to sleep with them right next to us every night for the rest of our years.

Thank you for not allowing me to feel totally alone.