Do you ever notice how about 99% of movies and stories end with a happy ending? The guy gets the girls... the world is saved from the aliens... the bad guy dies... the superhero clears his name... but what happens after?
In the real world there will always be mishaps and wrong turns, mistakes and tears... but in the end maybe the happily ever after is going through that stuff with the person you love.
I had a great weekend with Him once again. Always when we are together its easy. When we are apart it feels like someone or something is ripping away at my soul.
This past week before He came to visit I spent 4 days in my bed watching "Friends" re-runs and playing video games. I developed insomnia making it almost 4am before I could fall asleep at night. Then on Thursday He was here with me.
When we are together it's amazing. When He has to leave I feel like I won't be whole again. My chest gets tight.. tears well up and I wonder when we will get our happily ever after.
Even through tears and pain of saying good-bye there is also the amazing feeling of seeing Him again, hugging and kissing Him hello.
I <3 Him.
We Must Never Forget
9 years ago
