It's just not fair. I sometimes don't think Master understands how bad I not only want complete domination, but absolutely need it. NEED IT.
I really wish He would just walk through the door right now, and take my body and mind completely over right now. I need it. I am going insane. My anxiety is coming back and it scares me. When He is in control it fades into nothingness... since he has been away so long it's been slowly creeping back. And right now at this moment it is eating away at me.
What I need right now is hard, raw, domination.
When I say I need it. I am not playing around. I need it. To keep my life in balance.
or at least I need these depressed, anxiety ridden feelings to please go away... please...
I'm desperate right now...
We Must Never Forget
10 years ago
Hopefully you don't have much longer before you can see one another. I understand what it's like to not have that need fulfilled.
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I totally get it. I have the same need. He helps my depression/anxiety so much. I know that I am lucky to be living with and married to my Master. I hope you get to see yours again soon.
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