Monday, March 21, 2011

An annoying self-pity rant.... more for my own benifit.

This post isn't really meant for readers. I just need to rant.

1. I barley slept last night.

2. I woke up this morning thinking He was laying next to me then suddenly remembered that He isn't an I still have three more weeks until I see Him again...maybe even four with my schedule.

3.I tripped over my power cord last night and my computer went crashing to the floor. Now it won't start and I have a ton of work due in the next two weeks.... luckily I saved some files and now I am using a loner.

4. I forgot I had something due in class this morning and now I am behind.

The first day without Him is always the worst.

Oh yeah.... I have less then $40 left in my bank account and as submissive as I am I hate being financially dependent; however, this seems like something I should get used to according to my Master. 

2 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you're having a bad time >_<

    I hope things start to get better for you. Also, I know how you feel about being financially dependent...it's not something I'm comfortable with, either, but I'm trying to learn it's okay...

    Hang in there,
    ~Bre

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  2. Seems like what happens to everybody sometimes is occurring. Everything crashes at once. Don't worry. Take a deep breathe, and exhale. Close your eyes and listen to your favorite music. Things will get better quickly when you take control of the situation.

    :)

    Sincerely,
    M

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