Every visit is bittersweet. I am sitting here eating Hersheys chocolate, indulging in a glass of Red Diamond Merlot and watching a funny/romantic movie about long-distance relationships all in an effort to distract myself from the fact that a I only got 2 days with Him after a 6 week absence.
What else can I do? Distraction is better then wallowing for the one-hundredth time over something out of my control.
This weekend was amazing. Starting with the moment we saw each other. We must have been embraced in each others arms for 10 minutes before we realized that neither of us had eaten all day out of anticipation for seeing each other. So we went and had some Hibachi. YUM!
So He can be very patient as a Master. I tend to have a serious attitude problem.I know when I should and shouldn't give Him attitude. This weekend He was dead set on helping me learn when attitude is and isn't okay. Every time I snapped or talked back when unnecessary *WHAP*. Eventually I got the idea.
Let's just say there are some painful welts on my ass and I am now afraid of Italian leather belts... kinda hehe.
Something else I realized this weekend is that there is no reason to be embarrassed for anything when I am with Him. He has seen me at my best and worst. He's been with me through every miserable hospital trip and every debilitating panic attack brought on from pain (which happened again this weekend). I get embarrassed about these things (There are some details about these moments that I am leaving out for the benefit of others). This weekend I felt embarrassed about something, but He pulled my chin up to look into His eyes and told me I have absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about around Him.He said that He has always been there for me that wouldn't change.
That means the world to me.
Anyway, sleeping with Him Friday night was amazing. I curled up in His strong arms (yummy hehe) and we slept with our warm bodies pressed against each other. He held onto me for a good majority of the night. If He did let go, He'd eventually roll back over and hold me once again.
Our weekend was filled with laughs, sex, kinks, movies and food. Amazing.
We went to see Red Riding Hood in which Master and I both agree there were many possible kink/S&M references. Or maybe our minds were in the gutter haha. Overall is was a pretty good movie. The music was awesome.
This weekend is over, spring break is over and now I have to get back to work. I have less then 60 days before I graduate. HOLY CRAP! it still dosn't feel really. It also means the next few weeks are gonna be hell with papers and projects.
At least I will be distracted until I get to see Him again.
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Oh yeah and sorry to disappoint... but the nipple piercings didn't happen. We decided that we like to play with my nipples way to much to wait for them o heal, plus I would probably always be worried about them.
Glad to see you had a nice weekend. Hope you don't have to wait to long to see him again.
ReplyDeleteOnce you graduate do you plan on moving closer to him or is it still something you have to decide on?
I still have to recommend nipple piercings at some point. There is so much fun you can do with them. Just the predicament bondage scenes alone are incredible.
Well good luck with school and hope you do well.
~Jess XX~
Aww, I'm glad you guys had a nice weekend together, though I'm sorry it's over...I hope you get to see him again soon!
ReplyDeleteAs for the nipple piercings, I completely understand...I had mine in for about 4 months before we couldn't take not-playing-with-them anymore, and Master made me take them out (well, that, and He swallowed the ball off the end of one of them...I think that kinda ruined it for Him...)
~Bre