I haven't written a lot within the past few days and I apologize for that. Time has just gotten away from me.
I am currently sitting in my Masters bedroom waiting for Him. I came to visit Him this weekend. I know I have probably explained this before, but I will explain our relationship again just for kicks.
My Master and I met when he was 16 and I was 15. Our relationship didn't start out as such, but it grew into a D/s relationship over the years as we learned, experienced and came to understand how our personalities seemed to fit like puzzle pieces. He moved at some point during our relationship and as we were kids at the time there was nothing we could do about it. Five years later here I am. Sitting in his bedroom. Waiting for Him to get home from where he has gone.
Anyway, we have been spending every wonderful moment together, laughing, smiling and even in some cases sharing thoughts that have been on our minds.
Today, however, I was not very good. I teased Him. A lot. Even if I didn't really think about what I was doing it drove Him mad. So I really got it. He pinched my nipples, spanked me, grabbed my breasts hard, used the belt on me and had His way with me. I love when He is in this mood. Calm, serene, authoritative, demanding, stern, loving, passionate, and thoughtful.
I have slept in His bed every night and I am going to miss dearly having His arms wrapped around me every night after I leave tomorrow. At this point I believe there is only about a year and half between the end of the distance.
I can picture us living together easily. I can picture obeying Him and living by His rules 24/7 which is exactly what I want. It's hard to do long-distance though, which is why I am soaking up every last "I'm a dominated little slut" second that I can.
While he has been gone I have been instructed to do school work which is what I am doing right after I am done writing.
My Master does read my blog and so all I have to say directly to Him is...
I miss you already.
We Must Never Forget
10 years ago
Since I'm fairly new to your blog I was curios, are you only long distance from your Master when in school or even on breaks?
ReplyDeleteI've never been in a long distance relationship but I'm sure it has it's many disadvantages. At least you two are still able to make the relationship work.
I actually started my first D/s relationship at 16. However the Mistress I served was 22. We're online friends and when I left home at 16 due to family issues she took me in to live with her. I thin spent then next 3 years in a 24/7 D/s relationship with her. Had it's ups and downs but I enjoyed it for the most part.
Anyway, great post and thanks for sharing a little back story for your new readers :)
~Jess~
Thanks for the backstory! It's funny, my Master and I started dating when we were 15 and 16 too, and kind of gradually grew into the M/s thing without realizing it...^_^
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you only get to see your Master sometimes...I'm sure the whole long-distance thing must be very hard on you two. At least you get to make the most of the time you have together, though! ^_^
Happy holidays!
~Bre