2011 Bucket List and Firsts

My first blog of 2011!

So a while back my Master had made me a schedule of exercises to do throughout the week. It doesn't seem like a long list and at first glance it looks like these exercises wouldn't be enough. Let me tell you, they are. It may be just because I haven't worked out in a while, but I must have done over 200 squats and lunges yesterday and my legs are sore. It's a good sore. It feels good, which might have something to do with my masochistic tendencies. *giggles*

So here it is… not a list of "resolutions", but a bucket list of to-do and if I don't get them done this year they will just roll over.

1. At some point this year, actually weight 115 pounds.
   
   1. I'm small so my weight at 115 will be right on target. According to my BMI 104 is underweight.
      
2. Feel physically good and healthy despite whatever I weight and find a healthy plan that I enjoy and can stick too.
   
3. Graduate with my Bachelors in Finance and minor in Economics in May.
   
   1. I am very excited about this.
      
4. Set up a concrete plan towards becoming self sufficient.
   
   1. This includes, but is not limited to:
      
      1. Saving for a fuel efficient vehicle.
         
      2. Saving at least half a years living expenses so I can move out into the world.
         
      3. Hopefully move in with my Master a year from now.
         
5. Do something different and exciting. A.K.A. try something new.
   
6. And finally, what will probably become my Masters favorite, work my way towards a 24/7 obedient belonging.
   
   1. I am getting there, slowly. Every now and then He makes me realize that I am changing for the better, and with every change I am taking better care of myself, keeping my emotions in check, and becoming and happier and more confident me. (Sounds cheesy, but it's true.) That's why this relationship is so good for me J
      

That's it. It's a little boring, but I am not going to put pressure on myself to meet some stressful unrealistic goal such as the classic "make straight A's" or "lose 20 pounds in a month". Barley anyone ever actually meets these so called "resolutions"

On another note, my Master and I are on year six of being together. Our New Year's weekend was amazing and then time I got to spend with Him was very precious. I took advantage of me being 21 and having a designated Master with me (lol) and had my first Margarita, 2 tequila sunrises, a long-island, and a glass of cabernet and a glass of chocolate wine. Oh yeah, and the champagne. Lol. I work up the next morning feeling a little dizzy, but none-the-less I felt great. J

…and my ass was a little sore *giggles*

Overall it was an awesome weekend, but once again with my Master leaving me the happiness has its penalties. The remnants of a wonderful weekend with Him are always in the form of crushing, suffocating, longingness and nostalgia, but I think to myself, I have, at most, less than 2 years until we are together.

Patience is a virtue and I am slowly coming to terms with it.