I have been writing in journals since I was eight years of age and it occurred to me the other day that I haven't written in my journal in a long time. I thought of the many possible reasons why and this is what I came up with.
1. Since My Master/boyfriend came into my life five years ago I started writing less and less. I had someone I could confide in; therefore, subconsciously found that writing my emotions and feelings into my journal would just be repetitive. The more truthful and open we became, the less I retreated to my journal to write.
2. Ever since I started this blog I pretty much stopped writing all together in my journal. Hence having my blog replace it.
3. This one kind of goes along with number 2. I had always wanted to relate to people and have people understand me. I have also always wanted to give others a look into my world. Writing in a journal would never accomplish this since no one would probably see it until I lost it or I had passed away.
Anyway since it seems there is way too much in my life to just narrow down this blog to one topic, or to create multitudes of other blogs on other topics, I'm pretty much just going to make this blog dedicated to my life rather then my single secret side.
I am adding tags to my blog so that it will be easier for people to find the specific topic they want to read about because my life is an incredible plethora of stories, events and chaos. In the midst of all this chaos there needs to be some organization (hints the tags)
P.S. Definitely feeling better then I did when I wrote my last blog. Like I said my feelings are a roller coaster ride. I just wish, in times of desperation, I could tell my self that I will feel better because I always do.
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