Ugh

It's difficult to continue on a path of M/s when your having relationship issues.

P.S. I think I'm up to sixty some lashings, not including the pain I was put through this weekend after a visit from Him.

Where does a person draw the line between Master/slave and actual love and trust issues? A person is a person. We all have feelings, dominant or submissive.

I want my loving boyfriend back, I want everything to be perfect again so we can continue our wonderful M/s relationship.

I feel like a line has been severd, and now it's hard to be open and trusting. It's hard to see our sexual relationship as anything other then just sex.

Where is the love and passion? I want it back.