So I've done a complete 360 from January. It's beautiful outside, I love my job, I love my home, I love M and I'm loving life right now.
I'm not going to lie, sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me, but I try to take a deep breath, think rationally and now that I have this past year to compare to my current situation it's easier to calm myself and remind myself of how lucky I am.
I spent last weekend with M. We played with our dog, played some lazer tag and kicked ass and hung out with friends. It was the most fun I've had in a while!
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We Must Never Forget
10 years ago
Hi hon! i did look at your blog from time to time and did not see any updates, so i figured you were living your life. i just finished catching up with your posts and must say i feel your growth...as an individual, as well as a submissive and am happy to know this about you. Welcome back to your blog - i am happy for you and the path you are on...you seem healthier (mind and spirit) and that's a good thing. Sharing is important, which reminds me of a quote i saw today:
ReplyDelete"misery shared is halved, while joy shared is doubled" by Christina Parker
Making the transition from child to adult can be so frustrating, scary and exciting all at the same time. So many new things can be overwhelming...so many experiences can be so stimulating...so many responsibilities can be so challenging.
It is not the outcome or destination that is important, it is the journey and being present in the now that is what matters.
We are and will always be a work in progress...we will always be curious about the future for it is unknown, but to participate in your present is crucial.
Another quote i love (from the movie Kung-Fu Panda) is "he past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present!"
Lastly, i want you to know how proud i am of you for paying attention to your feelings and expressing them, no matter the cost :)
Welcome back, sexi
~hugs~
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